Can i ask u something?

I was wondering,


you know,


sometimes,


during the days, that your hormones just don't agree with each other,


you get cranky, very irritable, so you made bad calls.Very, verry,, bad ones

Is it your doing or it was the hormones all along?

*************************

If it was the hormones, i would totally regret them, and if it was me, i would most definitely hate myself. Either way, i lose.

I've been wanting to blog about last Monday since like forever! but then i got internet deprived. Patot la these last few days, tenet slow gle macam turtle, tapi turtle lambat-lambat pon sampai gak, ni tunggu pon tak abes loading gak. Rupanya tenet nak expired. Saba je la.

This is what i noticed la, kalau guna Etisalat unlimited yang 10G tu, 2 days before expired tenet da stat lambat da. So, to make most of your broadband, or what they call it here "USB"? gunalah 10G tu sampai abes sebelum 2-3 days dia expire.



Enough about that, So, last Monday was our OSCE, i did,,,m..badly?


OSCE exam, they made me wait 4 hours kot, :(


So, as usual whenever an exam lets me down, or i, let myself down, by doing my exams badly, i always try to turn my mood around by punishing meself by doing things i hate most, which is spending my own money. For every exams that i came home mumbling in regrets, i always end up poorer.


Baaaadddd girl! i know :P


but the funny thing is, it actually makes me feel better, like killing two birds with one stone.




Thank god i have the best for friends, they'll always walk me through the hard day.









Thanks, it was fun!

Coffee break!

Think Coffee!



At a time like this, that, could be great, anyway, i don't think i deserve any sleeps tonight.





but this,,,,,,,,,, is not a coffee, this is a brownie, must have got them mixed up while uploading. Anyway, just assume that's a coffee, i'm too lazy to swap them up. sorry peeps.





anndd,



I go hahahaha, everytime i saw this . :)))

Aawww, look at that

I think, he have our eyes la..don't u think so? that's my Along btw. I'm missing this boy here, i wonder if he'd grown taller. Rase macam nak balik rumah peluk die ni, comellnyeeee!

Adik cite, kalo die nanges baru bangun tido ke ape, kalo orang cakap nak amik gamba die, mesti die kurang kan nangis sikit. Haha, comella waafiq ni.

Pastukan, die da pandai babai orang, and salam. Pandainyee!


and yeah, i da abes cite kat ella n jaja, so now i'm spreading the news kat sini plak, so nice of me eh?

Talking to adik sets me smilling all day, she must have so much of posive energy, that she can spread around. I know, i have such a nice, and kedekot adik. and why is she kedekot? because she never really spends, even when buying that stuff yang we both are very hyped about pon die nak mintak duit dengan our mum. I do that too, but when it comes down to stuffs and stuffs that my mum won't be very happy to sponsor, i'll put out my money.She's all about money makes money, u know those stuffs, yang u put away your money somewhere, and then u get dividen after few years. I know, she is sometimes a 50 years old, trapped in 16 years old body, and the other times, she's like, 8? Eh, tercite pasal adik lak. I guess, i miss her too.

Anyway, happy wednesday! I'm having a day off today, unintentionally.

The way i see things

Take 5,



I think, making beds are a complete waste of time

I think, i want to have a pet kitty when i settle down, a fluffy black one like elvis

I think sparkly white teeth are sexy

I think, tall, dark and handsome are the way to go

I think, hyperactive babies are born genius

I think, i'm almost invisible

I think, buying skincare sets my mind at ease, given the situation

I think, tom felton are cunningly handsome

I think left handed people are interesting, cause i am

I think love may be blind, but it doesn't have to be stupid as well

I think people never change, we just get adapted to them

I think my writings got bigger and tidier when i use a pencil to write

I think shoes and bags and jackets and pilot shaker are assets

I think i look fat in black

I think my wants are needs, cause i go crazy when i can't have them

I think HIMYM episodes are hilarious

I think fun peoples are soo cool!

I think, every girls love flowers

I think, costa makes the best coffee

I think i'd better stop, heee..

What do u think? :p

R.I.P Dobby

As he had always been a lovable character.

Lucky you, yes, YOU!

Happy Wednesday people!


Kat sini still Selasa lagi, tapi kat Malaysia da rabu, so bole la. I love wednesdays, sebab bunyi die macam weddings, and i love weddings, pastu hari rabu kelas sampai pukul 12 je, tu pun kalau pegi la kan. Maknenye da habes kelas, "eh, baru pukul 12" kfc pon baru bukak, (kfc kat Egypt bukan 24 hours) awal lagi jadi, bole gunakan hari rabu untuk buat macam-macam lagi aktiviti yang kalau hari lain takkan buat sebab da pukul 4 balik kelas terus nak landing. Cool kan hari rabu?


Jadi sempena hari Rabu yang seronok, mari layan lagu kesukaan tahun lepas-lepas-lepas kot. Sebab time first year dulu duduk asrama satu bilik kongsi 4 orang. Tapi time exam week sume roomate dah tak lekat dalam bilik sebab, sebab, dalam bilik ade katil kot, ataupon sebab dalam bilik ade hidayah, dan hidayah kuat tido jadi orang laen mungkin terpengaruh. So, bile time exam, i almost always had the room for myself, and i remember going crazy, singing this particular song loudly with the earphone on, so that i can't hear my own voice, sebab bila dengar suara sendiri is a turn off sebab gila sumbang.

Lucky!

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh


Dulu dengar yang Jason Mraz n Colbie Caillat nyanyi, tapi sekarang da ade version glee jugak.


And today, i'm happy because of this song again, what can i say, i'm very easily impressed. So lucky u lah!



That's all, have a great day y'all!

How about you?

Rendang

Ketupat

Lemang

Lontong

Soto

Kuah kacang + ayam

Nasi lemak

Nasi minyak

Ayam + daging masak merah


*are all my "raya must have" foods

but sadly, not this raya. sigh. I miss mum n dad n along n adik n wafiq. I just had a bad day, no, i'm not going to whine in details. I'm just, tired. disconnected.

Happy Sunday

Hello people!

Happy SUNday, and Happy Holiday, seems like we have soo many things to be HAPPY for. Its good to finally have some "me" time after all the busy hours of boring lectures. Everything seems to be moving so slow, i haven't done much since holiday starts. I don't even have much of a plan going either. So this is the part where i got jealous with those going on vacation overseas. Must've been fun!


Since i wasn't going home to Malaysia, all i do is just sleep and sleep and sleep somemore, to the extend of dreaming about all the weird, nasty, doesn't makes sense kinda way. So i'm trying to avoid sleeping for now. Yesterday i went jogging with ella, not that we're trying to lose weight, are you kidding me? just trying to get healthy, but that only accounts for 10% of our day, which we end up spending by sleeping most of the day off, so much about getting healthy,huh? Today, my legs are sore from yesterday's jog. I'm pretty much shuffling today, cool huh?


I might as well try baking today, Raya is almost here. It'll be fun if we could cook decent enough to eat our hearts out this raya, so, yeah, i'm practicing. So, have a fun holiday people!

Awww, he is soo cute

Hello people,


Hee, today i'm going to share about the many faces of waafiq that i had came to learn during the 2 months of weekends of babysitting him, which i am missing now. He is my first nephew, and he totally brings out the good "mak cik" in me. With him around, sulking, bad mood or anger is totally out of the picture. Now i know how a baby completes a marriage.


He is very active, you couldn't take your eyes off him for a second, or else he might somewhere, grabbing things to chew on.


This is when he is chewing on the teether, which would take his mind off other things for awhile, till he gets bored and starts playing fetch with the teether.




Now, this is when he is up to grabbing things




This on the other hand, is the "i'm all so tired, if MUM and DAD pats me and sing a bedtime song, i'll totally sleep and be good" look. Cause its quite impossible for someone else to be able to pat him sleep.




See, he has a pair of those watery eyes. *immediately melts*




This is, "i'm so happy i'm with my mum" looks





And of course, this is, "let me go, i'm with the boring aunty" look. *failed, totally*




I saved the best for last, hee.. This, is on my last day at home before flying egypt, just after he fell asleep on my arms effortlessly. Didn't even sang him to sleep, you hate my voice eh waafiq? Selalu siap tepuk-tepuk and sing pon die tak kan tido.



Awww, ain't that just sweet, i'm totally looking fowards to meet him next year

Depression,


How do i make it go away?

Reminiscing

i wonder,












where did i did wrong.

Kuih raya is awesome!

Do you know,

The best way to enjoy kuih raya?
It is one of my many interests to bring out the best in my kuih raya, and now, i'm sharing them with you, one of my very few readers.


First, choose your favourite kuih raya. Buy a plane ticket to egypt, and board the plane together with a tupperware of mentioned kuih raya. Stay for a week, then stay another week, and another, and another.
Just when u think you can't take it anymore, stay for another week. When you are desperate enough for even a smell of Malaysia, then u are ready. Open the tupperware and take a sniff. Take out a piece and adore the texture for about 3 minutes. Open wide, and munch oon.



There you go. The best kuih raya ever.

Sure does taste better here.

Ice-cream are all-time favourite

that's a first ;)

Hello people,



Dah lama tak update kan? Hari ni cuti, sekarang kami 4th year baru start klinikal year. Clinical year adalah tahun untuk masuk hospital dan jumpa patient dan belajar secara practical, dan juga tahun untuk beli buku international yang berat dan tebal tak tahu bile nak habes bace.

Tahu tak klinikal year sangat susah? Hari-hari kelas sampai pukul 4, bayangkan 8 sampai 4. By the time we got home sume bulu mata plastic da tanggal da, no, saya tak pakai fake eye lashes nor eyebrows. Cuba kira berapa kali kena reapply sunblock, since sekarang tengah summer so cuaca sangat panas dekat luar rumah, and again no, saya tak pakai sunblock. The point is, bukan nak cakap saya tak pakai fake lashes or sunblock, the point is, the learning period is TOO long. Must be hard on those yang tak boleh focus for more than 20minutes pastu kena main game or tengok cite baru bole sambung.

Now i understand, kenapa orang suka cakap medical student tak de life. They are taking our youth, and i'm not even a teenage anymore. Sedih la macam ni, nak pegi my happy place pun macam tak de masa, lebih rela balik rumah untuk tido or worse basuh baju. hoh! lupa sidai baju tadi.
Tengok, sampai nak sidai baju pon tak de masa. m, ok, tipu. Sidai baju 1 minit je pun.

Sekarang baru 3 hari kelas, motivation da tinggal 10% je. Macam mana nak last a year, or better 3 years of medical school lagi. I hope things will get better, and i'll fit in this new hectic life. From the bright side, sekarang dah tak payah ingat all the details of biochemistry and there's no more stinking anatomy practicals. Tapi ada patient yang,,,urgh...tak baek cakap. If they would at least let me use a glove, i would be a happy student waktu clinical rounds. But, at least i ada stetoscope yang cantik, all thanks to syamim and my mum of course.

Sigh, macam ni, rate of aging kami memang akan speed up. So hari cuti macam hari ni elok la pegi beli vitamin C dan makan banyak-banyak untuk kulit yang cantik dan awet muda. Ok la, nak pegi makan pastu pegi beli vitamin.

Till the next cuti umum, salam.

Raya 2010

Happy Raya people!



I wish you all a happy syawal. Forgive me for any words you can't take, jokes u don't get, sights you don't wish seeing, or simply, EVERYTHING.

Diari Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah, masuk hari ni dah 10 hari kita berpuasa. Bila puasa, banyak la yang teringin, nak itulah, inilah. Tengok makanan sikit da tergugat iman.

Contohnya

Hari Pertama :

Nak murtabak, tapi dah dapat murtabak rasa tak sedap pulak. Baru teringat yang favourite dulu nama dia roti sardine.

Hari kedua :

Dapat roti sardine. Sedap.

Hari ketiga :

Nak roti jala kuah gulai daging, cari dekat bazaar tak ada, tapi jumpa laksa penang favourite masa sekolah rendah, terus mintak abah belikan.

Hari keempat :

Abah bawak balik roti jala, tapi kuah manis. Masa berbuka, roti jala letak tepi, lepas makan nasi dah tak lalu sebab dah terlalu kenyang.

Hari kelima :

Sahur makan roti jala semalam, tapi tak sedap sangat sebab macam dah kering. Tengahari terbace tweet orang pasal cempedak goreng. Sebab cempedak goreng tu kegemaran makan petang dekat KTT terus suruh adik mesej mak mintak belikan cempedak goreng, sebab adik pakai postpaid, i pakai prepaid. Tiada unsur membuli disitu. Tapi hampa bila ma and abah balik dengan tangan penuh kecuali cempedak goreng. Katanya “puasa mane ade orang jual goreng pisang” (note that orang yang jual goreng pisang adalah orang yang sama yang jual cempedak goreng)

Hari kelima :

Tak dapat lagi cempedak goreng

Hari keenam :

Masih lagi nak cempedak goreng. Tapi semua menu adalah bertemakan ikan dan sayur. Bila tanya “abes tu angah nak makan ape?” abah ”awak tak makan ikan ke?” that’s not even news! Baru tinggal rumah tiga tahun tapi balik setiap tahun family dah lupa sifat pemakanan i. Dah emo merajuk pegi masak nasi goreng, walaupon sebenarnye mak dah plan nak buat ayam masak merah.

Hari ketujuh :

Terasa nak makan pau, sebab tengok drama korea ade scene yang tengah makan makanan yang pau-like. Suruh adik mesej mak lagi. Kat Petronas ada jual pau jugak, kalau-kalau kedai roti tutup. Tapi turns out orang tak buat pau time puasa, petronas pun cakap die buat time malam je. Awal-awal lagi dah ajak abah pegi beli pau lepas terawih. Sedihnye, lepas terawih pau tak de pun, either dah habis, ataupun orang tu tipu cakap nak buat malam tapi tak buat pun. Akhirnya pegi kfc untuk pujuk hati.

Hari ke lapan :

Mintak ma masakkan mee kari. Sedap.

Hari ke Sembilan :

Sebab tak puas hati lagi tak dapat pau, terpaksa korbankan kredit sendiri sebab adik tak balik sekolah lagi untuk call along mintak belikan pau yang selain inti kelapa, dah alang-alang mintak belikan waffles sekali. Sedihnya along tak jadi balik.

Hari ke sepuluh :

Sabar tunggu along balik rumah.

to be continued :)

Happy Ramadhan

Happy Ramadhan people!

I'm home for almost 2 weeks, and i haven't done anything productive. Just the same and lame rutine. That's why i haven't blog lately, who wants to read about my sedentary lifestyle anyway? ok, don't answer that. Nothing have changed since the last summer except for him,



ini muhd waafiq :)

I get to play with him on weekends. He's a good kid. Doesn't cry much, which is why i like him, eventhough he doesn't have much of an eyebrow. He's also not picky, doesn't mind anyone holding him. He's a very strong kid. By the way, he is my nephew.

I'm home

Leave your no at the comment, and i'll send my number to yours, tq.

I'm flying home

Tomorrow. Its gonna be a looooonng ride. 7 hour transit at kuwait and another 7 hour at KLIA. I hope i won't look so worn off by time i reach home. Its the important 1st impression.


Please, neither puffy eyes nor eye bags tomorrow, pleeeaase.

Laundry day!

Yeay! Done with the finals. I hope i’m also done with third year. I can’t wait to go clinical next year. Lets pray hard for each and every one of us, ok?
Then i guess it time to change these.




And start putting on a summer attitude.





I should take out my baggage, and start packing so i won’t miss a thing. As for today, i’m just going to sit home and do laundry,,laundry,,and laundry, then reorganize.


I’m also thinking of getting new reading materials, since i’ve pretty much finished watching all the movies, anime, dramas, and cartoons i have in possession during the exams. So, i’d be delighted if you readers can suggest something worth reading. I’m not much of a bookworm, so suggestions would make selection easier.


I just can't wait to come home*dreamy eyes*

Love.Live.Life

Hello people!



It seems i just finished my second last paper for the semester. So far, sanity is preserved. Thank god! A lot happened since the last time i wrote, and i guess, i’m in the mood of sharing. I’ll be home in few days, can’t wait! But i’m nervous as well. It had been a year as i count. I wonder if everything is still the way they used to be. My dad, who haven’t been mad at me for a year, my mom, who haven’t been digging up about my love life for,,, no, wait, she does that all the time. My adik, who’s always being a cry baby. My along, who’s married. My fish pet, who’s alive when i left, and, so much more to name.



So these few days left is all about getting ready. I’m doing some shopping for birthdays which i’ve missed, shape up a little, and learning to groom myself. Almost done with the belated birthdays, i’m now focussing on well beings. I’ve been mistreating myself lately, with all those sleepless night and daydreaming with all the wrong settings. My biological clock is turned upside down. Eye-bags just won’t come off. Beauty sleep deprived skin. So i’m putting a stop to these, the recovery plan start tomorrow after 12.




Lets live life a better way!

T_T

It’s another mood swing, bear with me people. For no reasons i’m so mad at everything, so sad at nothing. Maybe because of i did histo badly, maybe i haven’t cried enough on my last breakups, maybe because Paraguay lost to Spain(but hey, i’m cheering for Spain) or maybe, i’m just hungry. I’m confused, my heart is speaking out loudly, but my mind tells me otherwise. I know very well where this is bringing me, but my brain won’t let me go. I shouldn’t, he’s a quicksand, i’ll fall deep if i step in. O my God, please give me peace.

I should get busy, dress up, or,, get a new crush? an impossible new crush, go crazy shopping, draining my accounts,, spoil my taste buds with good food, but that will make me fat, and single, but studying is not even an option here,, DON’T U EVEN THINK OF SUGGESTING..maybe i should go starve, fasting for a change.. I won’t listen to songs, they are all just bitter, all the ones that go famous are telling sad tales..ok, that’s just my playlist..My eyes won’t sleep, but if i did, can i have beautiful dream? It’s ok to dream of fairytales kan?

After all, thanks Ella,,Jaja,, for walking me through these days,

Crazy football days,

We are cheering for Spain, really..

That's what i wrote, before i realise i lost my Parasitology text book. I think it says Nur Hidayah Rushadi somewhere, so if you happened to found it, let me know k..May have slipped it at Mcd..I've got final tomorrow, now that's a concreate reason to cry for..

2nd July

Its July now, and its also a friday. There is no library on friday, so i can't seems to set my mind on histo. Keeps going in and out of twitter. Bored, really.



Heart, u really needs u shut up now. I'm letting mind takes the upper hand.
Now go and digest histo!

Heart is

"If you want to know where your heart is, look where it goes when your mind wanders"



OMG, where did mine go?

:D

Acne, and their causes

I'm posting an entry i kept in by lappy since last year. I think, this is worth sharing.

Acne, who never had one. We all went through that period, breakouts, oily skin, stinking sweats, and so on..

But, it does pass right? Well, not yet for me. I think my friends are waayyy past acne, and me, on the other hand, is still fighting breakouts. If i had to list down, the things that leads to acne..

I would say these :

1. Bacterial

· Tido muke sentuh bantal(busuk)

· Sentuh muke ngn tangan(kotor)

2. Hormonal

· Gatal

· PMS

3. Constipation

4. Oily food

· Kacang(my case)

But, no!

I was wrong, but not totally..here’s what i learnt.

1. Bacterial=√

· Tido muke sentuh bantal(busuk)

· Sentuh muke ngn tangan(kotor)

2. Hormonal=√

· Gatal=?

· PMS=√ *PMS=PRE-menstruation, i find it annoying when people says PMS when they are actually menstruating

3. Constipation=?

4. Oily food=X

· Kacang(my case)=X

So now i know, there’s no need leave out nuts from my TV snacking. Nuts are yummy!