Up, up,

Ok, da puas hati.. Thank you Ella.. You're the best!

Sekarang lapar lak, even after consuming that many calories.. Lepas craving cinnabon for my sweet tooth, now nak makan something salty plak.. White poison, :( tapi tu yang saya suka..


Esok kan, da start block baru.. Saya tak bole kalah, kalo die nak fight, saya kena fight harder..



So, esok kena bangun awal, mandi lama-lama, breakfast lightly, pakai kemas-kemas, get a good cab, and good position in class, most importantly CONCENTRATE..

I'm sory, my badd

I feel bad.. About yesterday.. If you know what i mean.. Sports was never my kind of thing.. Lets hear a story.. Remember BTN? We have this physical test, where you get points for timing and everything.. Then you sum it all up, and there is this formula, which puts you into categories of stamina and expected age, according to the points.. They figured i was 50+ years old.. I'm that bad..


So you don't want me in.. All those crap about marathon lepak-lepak is nothing, believe me, i know better.. I've been in MRSM, one second she's are promising to walk together through UKJK next second, she is running on the 4th round and saying hello to my 2nd round drunken gait.. It would be a bother to wait for me to finish.. I'm a super turtle, no, not turtle ape tu, kura-kura in english?

So why not tennis? Its too heavy, and i sucks anyway..

So the point is, i'm sorry..

Maybe i'll stand by and take pictures? you like pictures don't you? or maybe i'll just stay home.. sleeping..

This morning is all awkward.,haih.. You spend years building a trust, then one day you just happens to be in a bad mood, and thats it, you blew it all off..


Mm,, its all gloomy.. Mom is haven't smsed me yet today.. Adik just called, she's just never been out of credits.. I'm worried, is high school ok for her.. Sad, not having a big sister by hand-reach to consult.. Have to make an international call for opinions.. If only i can teach her chemistry through the fon, she'll score better than D.. Its ok sis, transition is hard to catch up with..


I'm in a major self-destruction right now, i can't stop eating.. No matter how much i fought it, i'll end up stuffing myself with the not so delicious food.. If it is heavenly tasty i wouldn't be so mad at myself.. If i got fat or chubby, i'll end up very late in class, as i'll be changing outfits 2-3 times while asking "nampak gemok x?" over and over again.. Which is extremely annoying..


currently craving for birthday cakes, ouh, birthday, come quick, i'm almost crazy from anticipating and preparing, and its not even mine..




Ok, have to stop now. Kena pegi masak, its a wednesday everyone!

Its march again!

Hi there,

Its been a while since my last post. A lot did happens, so many, that i can't figure how to update. I forgot how to blog. huhu..


Its march.. School is on, everything is finally moving again. Crazy month of confusion and stress. Flight tickets, birthdays, school, exams, laundry, pimples, and everything to deal with..

Now, i've lost my words. Blank. I'll get to you later..

Happy birthday!

Hari ini 4 Mac 2010, is a day that jaja turns 21.. Clap-clap! Hoho, dewasa sudah.. Since, jaja reads this blog, lets dedicate a birthday post..


Mula-mula kena nyanyi,

Happy birthday to you, 2x
Happy birthday dear jaja,
Happy birthday to youuuu!

Yeay, Clap2x

We hope you are happy, at times like this, with our not-so-surprise celebration.. We tried our best to make it perfect, despite that home is miles away.. I know that it never will be perfect, but great is enough.. Jangan sedih-sedih ok? Walaupon da maken tua.. haha..


So semalam was a very long day for me, in a good way.. Costa coffee, makani-sushi, hardees, hardees(again), tarboush, costa cofee(again).. Banyak gile kot makan, huhu.. Bila nak kurus ni?











Kesimpulannye, hari ini adalah hari jaja.. Think of birthday as a happy occasion, not only that we celebrate getting older, its a beginning for a new start.. So fill them with all the things you love or look foward for, be it, hopping and sliding on a bouncing castle, get tied at 2nd place at friendly bowling, share tarboush with your besties,play-pool-my-way for 3LE, or as lame as eating birthday cakes and singing "happy birthday"at a coffee shop..



Then, think of goals you'll be fighting for the 21st Year of living..

Good luck!