Thursday, December 31, 2009

Selamat 2010

This is the day, of those, which you’ll try to recall, and then cakap “ee,,x maturednye dlu2” n “selekeh je dlu” n “bodo2 je time tu” and macam2 lagi tapi ade jugak kadang-kadang cakap “bestnye dlu x de jerawat” or ”kecik2 dlu senang gile nk dpt no 1” or “time tu byk gle dapat duit raye”... I said those..All of those.. Kekadang i prefer living in the past.. Kids x payah pikir banyak pon.. Masaalah paling besa pon pasal camne nk seludup megi dalam rumah untuk makan time parent kuar pegi keje.. Lagi satu camne nak dapatkan tandatangan buku record, sebab bile x dapat no satu ma and abah mesti tolak-tolak buku record, x nk sain...sume nak cakap abah sign kalo anak abah dapat no satu je, suro ma awk sign..pegi kat mak, die pon cakap mende same.. penat gile kot nak dapat..time pagi nak g skola dalam kete baru ade org nk sign..huhu.. Sekarang da x de buku record kot.. Result pon msg ke kat parent.. Bole je kot kalo nak tipu,,tapi x pena la tipu..kalo dpt terok tu liat la nk msg kan..

tetibe ade gmba ni kt fs my kazen,,mane la die dpt,,time skola..form 4 kot

Pape pon, life goes on.. The number keeps adding up,,and i’ll be in my twenties next year (esok), to be precise on the 20th May, hidayah will turn 20.. Oh no, tua da,,sedey jugak..huhu

Leaving 2009, and still keeping, as a memory..For each and every fall, i’ll always rise.. Lets all start over.. I want to be a better person... The best i’ll ever be.. Ok, da lame x wat azam tahun baru.. Jom la wat tahun ni.. Tapi x nak la cite,,segan la,,hehe..

By the way, nk wish congrats kat adik nurul.. I’m proud of u..bole la mintak hadiah yg perpatutan,,,hehe..Selamat Tingkatan 4..Its a whole new world you know.. Pandai2 la membawa diri.. I’m praying for the best..

Adik, she’s my younger sister..

Selamat 2010

May Allah bless all ofus..

What do i have by 20? Mmmmm~

Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Spatutnye tga wt anat n pharma yg tetibe kena tnjuk kt cikgu esok, tapi saye pegi blogwalking lak..

Tapi exam para da setel, rse sangat release..mcam nk tido lelame gile..
tapi kena wt assgmnt lak..huhu..

kenape nuffnang saye asik tido?huuhu..sangat tamak duit sekarang..

ok,,sangat buang mase kalo awk bace entry ni..memang x mmbantu jawab exam para..

*bg yg belom exam, good luck !

sangat dingiin kan kite? bile awk nk tego saye? atau saye patut tego awk?..ok,,sangat x faham kan..


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Fell in love with a gorgeous handy-bag,,when i'm supposed to tackle a good shoes

Once said,

"A girl should wear great shoes, so it can bring her to great places"

ok, i got them from boys over flower, the chinese version actually, i can't recall the tittle..huhu

I need a great shoes

Susahnye nk cari good shoes, i can find good heels, but a heels can never be as good as a sport shoes..

Forget sport shoes, i am no sports women..

I need something to wear with kurungs, which won't do my kaen any harm.. A strap can be so dangerous.. Something thick, but not too tall and never too thin, to avoid compressing my foot on those nasty stones.. Something nice and comfy... I should keep looking..

Aritu, i got myself a nice pair of heels and a t-shirt instead, and i regretted not buying the'll definately buy one if they still have it..

k,,have practical exam tomorrow..its parasitology...could use some luck..


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Common,,is common...


Got down by common cold (i think it is), whateever, i'm not a doctor yet pon.. I don't mind fever, or cold, because i rarely have them..
Last year cam x demam pon..
Just not during the exams, huhu.. Now, i can't really focus.. Everytime feels like bedtime, huhu.. Its just a common cold je pon.. Tapi sbb x slalu kne, da kna msti la nk memnjekn diri kan.. Tapi x bole la let go exam kn.. Haih, sedey..huhu..

So lets hit the books people!

Esok exam pkul brape ek?

semoga kite sume dapat jawab exam dengan baek..amin


by the way, arini the whole faculty got showered by ashes.. The pieces u get, when u burn papers.. I wonder, did someone go crazy, bakar buku medic on top of the buildings, and spread the ashes, harap2 die x lompat..


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Bege break

Reporting from Mcdonalds,,

My presentation earlier was as gloomy as the weather.. i'm currently waiting for my dentist, who's not coming, not until january..My braces is already hurting me..huhu..I liked the old dentist better, he's always there when i need him..huhu,,trmntik plak..

That all,,,

i dont wanna spill coke on my lappy

m,,i wonder, what's with the weather..plikla


Monday, December 7, 2009

Smile people ; )

Tak tau nk cakap ape, tp still nk update..

Emm, arini sejuk, tapi smalam lg sjuk kot..Tapi salji ttp x mao turon,,huhu..Jelesnye ngn org laen..Arini kne finish up few things before bedtime.. First Day of lecture, mmg promising,,hehe..kne bgn awl esk,,to fullfill the promise..

Da siap microb pnye draft,,yeay! esok jmpe cg jom?

k,,tq for your time..sile smbg blaja..babai..

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Friday, December 4, 2009

Off the train

A story,

Of a silly girl, trying to find her way home, forced to jump off a moving train by a 2 seconds thought, long enough to kill yourself..

I'm never jumping off anything, not anywhere, and not anymore.. Despite my habit(jumping off a tall structure, would give a great sensation, maybe due to tenaga keupayaan yg tggi) I don't need a habit that kills directly on the spot anyway.

Thanks a bunch, for the kind Egyptian security guard, who tried to help. He even offered me money for taxi, and i was bad enough to think of him as trying to ask me for my money.. Baaaddd me..

To sum up, the trip was great, nothing compared to an overseas vacation, but still, worthwhile..

Meeting friends are great.
I got the fake smiley daisy that wont die, super cute..Da tak jeles ngan ella pnye bend-able rose da..

Word of wisdom : save your contacts in both your sim and phone, u'll never know when u'll be needing them..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Selamat hari raye korban

Yeah, kinda out dated,. But, i'm still doing it (a raya post)

My 1st raya was boring, followed by the 2nd, and 3rd, and also 4th.


First raye,

Sume bangun lambat, tak de semangat langsung nk bangun cecepat gile, mandi sampai kecut jari2, and pakai baju baru.

That's raya at home. We all akan bsiap ccepat, utk pegi solat raye kt masjid.. Pas smayng raye, pg ziarh kubor arwah atok.. Kat sane akan jmpe ngn cousins, pakcik, makcik sume.. Pastu ktorg konvoi pegi umah atok rrmai, tgk org korban ke,,makan rendang ke..Best!

Tapi pagi tu ella da siap masak nasi lemak da, thank god someone's there to play "mom". Cause cooking is what my mom would always do, at least on weekend's and special occasions,,hehe.. Tapi tak sempat nk makan pon, sbb ktorg da mcm lmbt gle utk pg smbutan raye kt mecca hotel..

Tapi sempat gak call rumah, thanx to ella (the sponsor). I was suprised to find my family home, answering the home call.. Turns out we all are having a stay home raya..haha.. If only i'm home..haih~

Sambutan raye cm ok la, dpt mkn kuih2, kek, karipap, pas2 tgk persembahan sume, putting on fake smiles for gmba raye.
Do u ever felt this way? when u r smiling, but actually, on the inside, ur heart are not at all smiling.
Its not that i'm depressed or whatever, its the braces. When i'm actually smilling, i seems stressed or even tense.. I've noticed this from my photos.. So i tried to mimic my smile to look as if i'm smiling, but it didn't felt like i'm actually smiling.

Haih, i don't feel very good about this. Plastic.

The winning performance


Around pkul 2 kot, mende tu abes.. Then, we took a taxi home,, and the rest of raya was filled with sleep and watching movies alternatively...

You can guess what happens next days of raya, its the boring cycle.. Going on and on..

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Seasonal variety

Hi there

Its freezing here in egypt today. Winter is approaching, a fact that i tried to deny.
Depending on the shivers, its obvius, its winter, and there's nowhere else to hide now.
So prepare your triple blankets, thick wolly comforter, and your cute socks to hibernate in this winter.

Winter is the toughest period of my stay here,
Cause, its on winter that i gain 9.75 kilos on my first year, which i'll regret my whole life.
Also, i tend to get lazier than i used to be,huhu..I'll be studying a lot less, to spare times on, eating 3 times more, and sleeping 5 times more. You do the math, clearly i wont study much. Plus the tendency to miss classes because of overslept is ranging high.


I'm staying in a new house now, 3 of us, trying to make a home.

Kinda Interesting, i cook for 2 or three days a week. Looks tiring, but i'm starting to like it. Kadang-kadang kami makan lauk yang same je for few days. Purposely nk suro sume orang pndai masak lauk tu. Tapi macam x bosan pon, sebab laen org laen care masak die. Kalo ella masak sume sdap,tapi x pena same rase die, jaja masak mild je rse die, just nice, kalo hidayah msk masin kot,,hehe..

The best part is, i got my own room..Hehe, da ade tmpat nk menyemak tnpe saket kn pndangn org laen.. Tapi slalu pon semak je,,huhu..
Pastu ade tenet free, tp kat bilik ella je..

The worst part is, lipas banyak..huhu..n x de landline. So x de tenet yang seronok.

Arap2 i'll fit in. Lets hope for the best..peace~

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Back into books

Its a new semester, of a new year.

Egypt is as cold as always, but no, i don't mean the weather. Cause its hot, and dusty. Looks like a yellow jerebu.

I'm back to classroom days. Its a bit crowded. They always are.
Subjects are ok, but i missed few classes, got a lot to catch up.

I got dental date tonight, will cost me hours to fix my detached brackets.
Who would have guessed how could i pull them off, 3 brackets in three months!
Now that i counted them, its actually 4.

My bad, i love chewing ice. The word chewing, makes it sound chewy. Not the word i should be using, i know, but that's how it looks like. Don't try, its highly addictive.


I'm kinda happy, these few days.
It was great,
I hope she likes me, blessings is good for us..

Friday, October 9, 2009

Mine, i can pilih jgk if u can..

I got what i want, thanx to adik for that most desireable birthday gift at the moment.. I don't care how late. I guess same time next year?

But the joy doesn't last very long, i got down by words again. I know i wasn't supposed to, but still i can't pretend that i doesn't bleed. It'll hurt more if i do. Besides, i'm not a very good actress.

I can't sleep yet, but i can't stop wishing the day will go off faster.

K la, i'm done whining. Going to answer few buzzes, then i'll be off to sleep. Please no more nightmares tonight. Nite buddy..

The pinkish beauty


nk mrjuk bole x?





Jom shut down...

Tata<----this annoys me..i hate this word..will u stop using them?

p/s : have to pujuk mom to pay. I want them so badly..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009


Things are getting back in its place, but it sure left tracks somewhere, never the same, and the rest is history.


Esok ade majlis sambutan hari raye kt opis my parent..
U know, foods and all..
I hope they do have ketupat, and of course, lemang, I'm definately going.
Haih, i regretted not buying the pink kebaya, i should have, since most of my favourite kurungs are currently in egypt.


Its 16 days to departure, i'm starting to feel the rush.. Banyaknye brg nk kena bli,,huhu..I don't wanna end up making my parent post things, like i do in the first year..

I'm listing down the "things to buy" and the list keeps growing up..I don't want to miss a thing, its frustrating,, since i wont be home, till i can afford the ticket..

Saturday, September 26, 2009


i love ramadhan

isn't this sweet?

Man, most likely

Speaking generally, man, as humans are quite predictable. Expressions shows what's inside, even if we are faking our smiles, it shows.

Even so, its easier to lie to please others.

+You'll pretend to like things even if u dont.

+Buy something u dont need

+Laugh even when its not funny

+Agree with something legally wrong

All to please others, whom we care about, cause a Words of a somebody will hurt more than it does by a nobody..

And we all do have our temper, when people lost it, they'll say awfull things, but they are all the truth, which we all had been hiding all these times.

Bottom line, trust people when they r losing it..coz thats who they really is..

All the painful words, ihateu..

Rain,,rain go away,,

2nd day,

I'm still here,

sbb celcom broadbnd mmg lmbb, mari angkut sume brg, lepak kt opis emak..

download antivirus,lagu baru yg org ckp best, cte katun yg byk seeder, pas2 jalan2 kt blog org, mengarot kt blog sndri, sampai emak abes meeting, pegi makan kt kdai selasih..

to be continued.....

Life's like that

Today belongs to the days, which i'll say bad day..

bad enough to make people cry,

bad enough to make me write,

there's an end for everything, is this a pause or a fullstop? i dont know yet.

Dear GOD,

give me strenght to make it stop.
and for everything that i lost, replace it with better ones,

help me hinder ones that was never mine,
let my heart stays in peace,


I've lost RM5, did anybody saw them?It was duit raya, well enveloped..

Monday, September 14, 2009

Another one

I wish tomorrow will b sunny
or else the flower might bleed..

It felt like a punch on the stomach, and it never gets better.


Apart from the rains, i can still feel the rainbows. My former classmate is getting married. I would love to join the ceremony, but i still can't see how, and that's pathetic.

Any bestarians my batch, forgot the numbers,huhu. Contact me for details. We are trying to gather the whole class if possible. Leave a comment, will b entertained.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Holidays, all in a blink

My holidays had been very exciting,

I've got honey starz, and munchys music on my lap, and hp, lappy, and tv within hand reach. Most of the time being indoors, loving every seconds.

So nothing had ever been in my way of transforming into a big, fat, panda..

I would love to go outdoors, but adik have to sit for her PMR in october. So everybody have to stay home. Outdoors, its always family outing.

See, Ella is having a busy holiday, envy you..While i'm having the fulltime home stay period, all i did was "bangon-tido"(make that thrice). I'm quite sure everyone else had an action packed summer, unlike me.

and Malaysia had been hot,
but nothing as hot as egypt in summer i guess.

Thank god, we still have those rainy days.

Urgh! now i'm talking weather, this boredom is killing me.


Got my results days ago,

But that will do,

Should try harder next time, to expect more..

I don't know how everyone else is doing, Couldn't tell from the attachment. blurry.

Hope u all done well.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Fresh start

Dear readers,

I've deleted previous posts, starting over.

By the way, i'm home. Malaysia..