Off the train

A story,

Of a silly girl, trying to find her way home, forced to jump off a moving train by a 2 seconds thought, long enough to kill yourself..


I'm never jumping off anything, not anywhere, and not anymore.. Despite my habit(jumping off a tall structure, would give a great sensation, maybe due to tenaga keupayaan yg tggi) I don't need a habit that kills directly on the spot anyway.


Thanks a bunch, for the kind Egyptian security guard, who tried to help. He even offered me money for taxi, and i was bad enough to think of him as trying to ask me for my money.. Baaaddd me..


To sum up, the trip was great, nothing compared to an overseas vacation, but still, worthwhile..

Meeting friends are great.
I got the fake smiley daisy that wont die, super cute..Da tak jeles ngan ella pnye bend-able rose da..

Word of wisdom : save your contacts in both your sim and phone, u'll never know when u'll be needing them..

Selamat hari raye korban

Yeah, kinda out dated,. But, i'm still doing it (a raya post)


My 1st raya was boring, followed by the 2nd, and 3rd, and also 4th.


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First raye,

Sume bangun lambat, tak de semangat langsung nk bangun cecepat gile, mandi sampai kecut jari2, and pakai baju baru.

That's raya at home. We all akan bsiap ccepat, utk pegi solat raye kt masjid.. Pas smayng raye, pg ziarh kubor arwah atok.. Kat sane akan jmpe ngn cousins, pakcik, makcik sume.. Pastu ktorg konvoi pegi umah atok rrmai, tgk org korban ke,,makan rendang ke..Best!


Tapi pagi tu ella da siap masak nasi lemak da, thank god someone's there to play "mom". Cause cooking is what my mom would always do, at least on weekend's and special occasions,,hehe.. Tapi tak sempat nk makan pon, sbb ktorg da mcm lmbt gle utk pg smbutan raye kt mecca hotel..


Tapi sempat gak call rumah, thanx to ella (the sponsor). I was suprised to find my family home, answering the home call.. Turns out we all are having a stay home raya..haha.. If only i'm home..haih~


Sambutan raye cm ok la, dpt mkn kuih2, kek, karipap, pas2 tgk persembahan sume, putting on fake smiles for gmba raye.
Do u ever felt this way? when u r smiling, but actually, on the inside, ur heart are not at all smiling.
Its not that i'm depressed or whatever, its the braces. When i'm actually smilling, i seems stressed or even tense.. I've noticed this from my photos.. So i tried to mimic my smile to look as if i'm smiling, but it didn't felt like i'm actually smiling.


Haih, i don't feel very good about this. Plastic.



The winning performance

Bravo,,bravo!


Around pkul 2 kot, mende tu abes.. Then, we took a taxi home,, and the rest of raya was filled with sleep and watching movies alternatively...


You can guess what happens next days of raya, its the boring cycle.. Going on and on..

Seasonal variety

Hi there

Its freezing here in egypt today. Winter is approaching, a fact that i tried to deny.
Depending on the shivers, its obvius, its winter, and there's nowhere else to hide now.
So prepare your triple blankets, thick wolly comforter, and your cute socks to hibernate in this winter.

Winter is the toughest period of my stay here,
Cause, its on winter that i gain 9.75 kilos on my first year, which i'll regret my whole life.
Also, i tend to get lazier than i used to be,huhu..I'll be studying a lot less, to spare times on, eating 3 times more, and sleeping 5 times more. You do the math, clearly i wont study much. Plus the tendency to miss classes because of overslept is ranging high.



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I'm staying in a new house now, 3 of us, trying to make a home.


Kinda Interesting, i cook for 2 or three days a week. Looks tiring, but i'm starting to like it. Kadang-kadang kami makan lauk yang same je for few days. Purposely nk suro sume orang pndai masak lauk tu. Tapi macam x bosan pon, sebab laen org laen care masak die. Kalo ella masak sume sdap,tapi x pena same rase die, jaja masak mild je rse die, just nice, kalo hidayah msk masin kot,,hehe..

The best part is, i got my own room..Hehe, da ade tmpat nk menyemak tnpe saket kn pndangn org laen.. Tapi slalu pon semak je,,huhu..
Pastu ade tenet free, tp kat bilik ella je..

The worst part is, lipas banyak..huhu..n x de landline. So x de tenet yang seronok.


Arap2 i'll fit in. Lets hope for the best..peace~

Mmm?

Bile da ade tenet, x tau plak nk ckp ape~

Back into books

Its a new semester, of a new year.

Egypt is as cold as always, but no, i don't mean the weather. Cause its hot, and dusty. Looks like a yellow jerebu.

I'm back to classroom days. Its a bit crowded. They always are.
Subjects are ok, but i missed few classes, got a lot to catch up.

I got dental date tonight, will cost me hours to fix my detached brackets.
Who would have guessed how could i pull them off, 3 brackets in three months!
Now that i counted them, its actually 4.

My bad, i love chewing ice. The word chewing, makes it sound chewy. Not the word i should be using, i know, but that's how it looks like. Don't try, its highly addictive.

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I'm kinda happy, these few days.
It was great,
I hope she likes me, blessings is good for us..
:)

Mine, i can pilih jgk if u can..

I got what i want, thanx to adik for that most desireable birthday gift at the moment.. I don't care how late. I guess same time next year?


But the joy doesn't last very long, i got down by words again. I know i wasn't supposed to, but still i can't pretend that i doesn't bleed. It'll hurt more if i do. Besides, i'm not a very good actress.


I can't sleep yet, but i can't stop wishing the day will go off faster.


K la, i'm done whining. Going to answer few buzzes, then i'll be off to sleep. Please no more nightmares tonight. Nite buddy..

The pinkish beauty

Sedeynye,

nk mrjuk bole x?

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Bosan,

Bosan,

Bosannye,

Jom shut down...


Tata<----this annoys me..i hate this word..will u stop using them?

p/s : have to pujuk mom to pay. I want them so badly..